… a SiMPLe mE …

aii alll… semua dah masuk mood raye heh?!! me? errmm.. do know why, but today i dont feel any mood of aidilfitri, long holiday and so on yg berkaitan.. just feel like wanna be at home, rest with my hand hold the tv remote control. teruk ke hah?!!

my mum dah start stay kat my house. ye la.. nak jaga anak pompuan dia ni yg nak bersalin tak lama lagi. feel so sad for her, me and myKiNg risau sgt kalo2 dia boring duduk kat umah kitorg tu, ye la.. umah tu bukan ada apa pun, tak meriah mana. but then, dia kata dia ok. yg penting yg tahu anak dia ada depan mata dia.. dia tahu anak menantu dia sakit ke sihat ke. ermm ntah la… kesian jugak, almaklum la, time raya2 camni, dia takdpt nak ada kat umah dia sendiri memandang kan she wanna wait for me till i give birth. ana dah ckp kat dia, kalo dia nak balik trg beraya dulu pun takpe, dtg balik kemudian. but then, dia taknak… dia ckp susah camana pun, apa pun dia nak tunggu ana jugak. dia tahu camana nak bersalin, so dia tanak kalo2 kang dia nyesal lak dia takde dgn ana saat2 camtu. thanks mum, love you so much!

maybe mak akan beraya kat umah along. raya tahun ni bit complicated sikit memandangkan my family semua mcm takde rasa nak beraya, they just cant wait to welcome our little baby to this world. my famiuly akan berkumpul kat umah along pagi raya tu. my dad, my brother and my sis and my charming danish mirzan akan bertolak dr trg on this monday, terus ke umah along. selasa insyaAllah raye, then on wednesday, they have to go back to trg memandangkan, my brother takde cuti raya. petronas takbagi cuti lama2 lak. ye la, staff lain pun nak beraya, so kena gilir2 la.. sama mcm raya tahun2 lepas jugak. maybe tahun ni my mum will be extravaganza syahdu la sbb family dpt berkumpul sekejap je. i feel the same, diorg dtg jauh2 even takcukup masa just utk beraya with us kat sini. thanks to all. my angah ckp kat mak "takpe la mak, tahun ni korban la kan raye kita, yg penting adik tu… lain2 takpenting dah. bukan senang nak jaga org tunggu ari ni.. then lepas ngandung pun adik perlukan lebih perhatian. so, tahun ni kita korbankan raye kita, tahun depan kita sambut la raya besar2an dgn 3org cucu mak" errmmm sedih lak. alhamdulillah, ana di anugerahkan family yg sgt2 memahami and care about me. and my lovely husband yg sgt2 care about me since my first month of pregnancy. and thanks to wonderful friends yg keep advise me about my raya celebration tahun ni. "cik na, ko jgn raya sakan sgt, ingat yg dlm perut tu. korban sikit hari raya tahun ni, kang kalau apa2 yg tak diingin terjadik, ko nyesal taksudah", "na, ko kena byk rehat, takyah balik kampung, duduk je umah diam2, dlm keadaan sekrg, kita takleh jangka apa nak jadik".. mcm2 advices lagi yg my friends bagi regarding my condition during this coming aidilfitri.. ntah la.. kdg2 serba salah jugak. kalau ikut hati, mmg nak duduk umah je, tapi tu la.. kita ada keluarga. nak jugak pi visit diorg. "ya Allah ya Tuhanku, berikan lah aku kekuatan utk menempuhi hari2 yg bakal ku lalui ini agar aku tidak menyusahkan atau membuat mana2 pihak berkecil hati dgn keadaan ku ini. amiinnnn". hehehehe.. siap doa lagi tuh. ye la.. plan balik trg raye ni, but then dah sarat camni, elok raya kat sini je. lagipun mmg ana deliver baby kat sini jugak. so, tunggu je la ari yg bersejarah ni tiba nanti.

semlm myKiNg ada belikan kek coklat. errmmm sedap banget. skrg pun terbayang2 je kek coklat tuh. mak pun suka jugak. mmg two thumbs up la… apsal cite pasal kek coklat lak ek? isshhh cik na.. cik na.. nak cite apa lagi ek?

even me myself asik menghitung hari jek. ye la.. sampai tahap ni, mcm taksabar je nak suh si kecik ni kuar. hehehehee.. ye la, maybe kalao dia kuar awal, makin meriah la my aidilfitri. tapi takpe la.. semuanya kat tgn Tuhan, what can i do is just say a prayer agar semuanye selamat and biarlak dia kuar bila dia rasa dia nak kuar kan… else? nothing much to say la… tu jek. nanti2 cite lagi la ek. to all.. take care anddd…….

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[ S e L a M a T   H a R i   R a Y a  a i D i L F i T R i ]

[ d E N G a N   i N G a T a N   T u L u S   i K H L a S ]

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p/s: kawan2 yg nak balik beraya kat kampung halaman
tu, hati2 la di jalanraya… semoga semua nye selamat
tiba di destinasi masing2… and selamat balik bekerja
semula…

1. Who was your first prom date? . . . prom date? prom nite? is it same? errmmm first date ada la.. but then, better not to answer this Q la.. bit confius.
2. Who was your first roommate? . . . my sis la kot… kitorg share bilik masa kecik2 dulu… tapi bila first time duduk hostel, my first roommates ialah.. amoiyy, kak ina, lina, nazrah & nida.
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? . . . never drunk.
4. What was your first job? . . . mini market’s cashier while waiting for my SPM result.
5. What was your first car? . . . dont have my own car yet, but it maybe REXTON II, RX270Xxdi.
6. When did you go to your first funeral? . . . not remember laa.
7. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown? . . . 5++ years old.
8. Who was your first grade teacher? . . . sape? ermmm tak ingat la…
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? . . . brunei darussalam.
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? . . . alone.
11. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them? . . . 1st best friend haa? aiyakkk.. masa primary school la ni ek.. ermmm… nor, sarina and azura… still contact.. lost kejap jek.
12. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parents house? . . . hostel. considered ke? errmm… bandar baru bangi pas abih degree, sbb ngajar kat ukm.
13. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? . . . my mom.
14. Who’s wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid? . . . never! dont like standing in the crowd besides i cant stand still… ahakss!!!
15. What is the first thing you do in the morning? . . .  nowadays? Staring myKiNg sleeping beside me.
16. What was the first concert you ever went to? . . . never been to any concert pun.. taksuka crowded.
17. First tattoo or piercing? . . . piercing… errmmm.. not remember when, tapi sebelum umo 6 years old.
18. First celebrity crush? . . . shahrukh.
19. Age of first kiss? . . . errrmmm… first kiss? kiss dgn sape? mak ayah adik bradik ke?
20. First love? . . . form 4.
21. Are you still in love with your first love? . . . nope! i am one year married and he’s newly wed…