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hear ye hear ye…. ahaaksss!!! fuihhhh… its been a long long time cik na didnt drop by in here. hey all, how do you do? my life not that busy but going to be a bit lazy. what to tell? about my pregnancy? errmmm… i am now in a hafl way of journey to give a birth to this little baby inside my womb. Baby is now starting to form vernix. This is a greasy, white substance that protects baby
from the amniotic fluid.  Usually, by the time you
deliver, most of it’s gone, but sometimes, you may see
remnants of it. Baby is now about 9.5- 10 ounces, and is
about 10 inches long. My baby so lazy to make a movement.. jarang2 je dpt rasa.. tapi not so sure that is the movem,ent of the baby or what.. tapi i can feel the vibration. Else, kawan2 yg dah alami the preggy experiences ckp for the time being (in 20weeks ahead ni) i can feel the movement in my tummy. tapi takde la rasa selalu sgt. but that, the real is, i can feel the heartbeats. myKiNg suka sgt letak tapak tgn kat my perut to feel his baby nye heartbeats. asik tersengih je dia… then he loves to talk to this little baby inside. okey dear, dgr ckp daddy ek, jgn nakal2 sgt duduk dlm perut mommy tu.

On June 12 aritu, cik na went to see the doctor. its is our appointment date laa… maternity check-up.. so far takde apa yg merunsingkan. doc said baby sihat, alhamdulillah. masa doc scanned tu, nampak tulang blkg my baby.. wahhhh cantiknye, soooo seni pembentukan tulang2 dia. suka sgt. and when i think about this baby inside, mesti terbayang tulang blkg dia that i saw from the ultrsound machine tu. excited nye!!! myKiNg pun suka sgt… then aritu, doc amik my blood. alamak aiii… this is what i hate. nak kena inject2 ni yg fobia nih.. sbnrnye mmg fobia bila ada apa2 yg berkaitan dgn doc or rawatan or makan ubat and so on la… but then, this time, i cant run i cant hide. i have to face it… yuuuccckkkk!!! this is the time cik na… come on be strong. hmmm… the doc is sooo gentle.. sib baik la doc tu mmg ada ciri2 yg caring and so bagus. heheheheee… and guess what, for the first time in my life, cik na kena injection tapi cik na not crying. no crying at all. tapi agaknye kalau my mom ada by my side, confirm cik na nangis… hehehehehee…

and last 2weeks jugak on June 9, we went back to trg. kali ni trip dgn my along and kaklong. 1st of all, went back there of course to balik kampung tgk mak dgn ayah… then, because i miss them so very much!! and my little nephew also la.. 3rd thing is, went back there to pass my travelling luggage to my sis, dia nak pi holiday with her friends on June 26 ni.  semoga selamat pegi and selamat balik. my neph, danish mirzan… getting taller. mcm lama sgt dah maksu takjumpa danis bijan ek… rindu nye maksu kat anak maksu yg sorg ni… pagi tu ayah dia dukung dia, masuk je umah, dia nampak maksu dia… terus je terkam. tapi dear, bijan takleh kasar2 dgn maksu, dlm perut maksu ada baby. my sis lak suka sgt nyakat dia… asik ckp dlm my tummy ada baby, budak kecik ni jeles la.. dia tepuk2 nye my tummy… hahahahaa.., last2 my sis kena marah. hehehheheee… bijan ckp "maksu takleh ada baby… danis sayangggg maksu…" lately ni bijan mmg rapat dgn cik na. byk kali dia called suh maksu balik umah wan… danis sayang maksu… alamak aiii tersentuh lak jantung hatiku. besides, dia dah start kawtim dgn paksu dia… paksu bwk dia gi playground and so on. paksu dia pun melayan jek dia… bijan dah pandai nyanyi, thank GOD, umor dia belum 4tahun, tapi dia mmg takpenah pelat. a few song that he sang are (ikut sebutan dia ek) "kata2 mu hanye mimpi di siang ariii… kemarau panjang berteluh tidak, hati kecil tak memahami mahligai itu ada di surgaaa… mata hati…", "saksi-saksi sekali" [ni lagu how me seksi by inul and toophat] tapi dia bantai sebut saksi saksi sekali…. gasak le, "cantik menarik kau memang debom". and ada a few lagu lagi.. i told my mom… amboi dia ni pandai nyanyi, ngaji sok ntah camana la agaknye… hehehehee… moga bijan pandai ngaji jugak ek.. jgn pandai ckp jek, nyanyi jek.. ngji dgn blajar pun kena pandai. mlm ahad tu bijan nak tido dgn maksu dia… heheheh.. camana tu ek. nak taknak maksu kena tido kan bijan dulu, masa nak tido tu bijan asik main2… nyakat maksu and so on. dah le maksu taklarat sgt, pastu maksu marah bijan. bijan kena pok sikit ek… ye la sbb bijan taknak tido, dah lewat dah, maksu pun dah ngantuk. tapi as usual, kalau maksu dia pok dia, dia takpenah nangis pun, cuma muka berubah laa… jadik cembeng jek. then maksu peluk bijan, bijan peluk maksu… maksu tepuk2 jap, pastu bijan tertido kan… hehehehehee…

what else hah?!! cik na getting sick day by day… skrg dah start rasa sakit blkg. i dont think rasa sakit pinggang, tapi tulang2 ni dah mula rasa lenguh2… maybe because of this baby dah tarik calcium from me. i feel so sakit la… sometimes rasa mcm apa jek. mlm2 myKiNg yg tlg gosokkan my back. kalau ikutkan, mmg tak brapa elok gosok2 blkg ni… tapi wat to do? lagipun bukan gosok kat bahagian pinggang, gosok kat bahagian atas tu, kat tulang2 blkg jek. mmg sakit. and last sunday morning, my right leg dah start krem. mak aiiiii sakitnye tak terkata. but then, biasanye krem ni cam kejap je, gosok2 sikit ok la kot ek. sbb dulu cik na pelari pecut kat sekolah, so i have the experience in that things, but then, krem kali ni… mak aiii… last tuesday baru rasa ok sikit even not fully recoreved. that is the pain that mother to be have to experience… myKiNg ckp "sabar… semua org pun camni jugak…" errmmmm… tau tu… else? takde apa2… next time story lagi ek. till then… take care to all!

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