… dedicated to someone …
huhhh… really2 sick right now. homesick! what to jot down here? errmmm last night? ana bukak puasa sorg2… uwaaa… uwaa… my roomate takde, coz she thought ana bukak puasa dgn myKiNg, takpe it’s ok, misunderstood je kat situ. aikkk misunderstood lak? hehehe.. takde kena mengena dgn yg hidup atau yg mati ek. ahaaksss… semlm my menu is the menu that myKiNg taksuka. ahhahaa.. balik keje ana singgah greenwood. i thought nak pegi bukak puasa with my kakak ipar and my along, sebab tgh sedih semlm tu.. tapi malas lak. malas ah tetiba jek. then jenjln kat pasar ramadhan greenwood tu. takde apa yg menarik perhatian ana pun. takrasa nak makan apa2 pun. then lalu kat org jual soya bean, beli la sebungkus. then jalan lagi.. kat 3round tu, satu pun takmenambat hati. ahaaksss!!! pastu i pass thru pakcik tu, jual lauk asam pedas je.. mcm2 la ikan kembung ada, ikan jacket ada, ikan pari ada.. ermm tak menarik gak.. jalan lagi.. tetiba cam.. ok je la makan lauk asam pedas ni, balik kang masak nasik. so, ana beli la ikan pari masak asam pedas… yeeehaaaa… myKiNg taksuka makan asam pedas.. hahahahaa.. kita makan asam pedasssss!!! pastu beli satur sikit.. pastu balik. malas dah, takde mood nak jenjalan. bukak puasa pun tak berselera sgt nak makan.. amik syarat je la sbb nak buka puasa kan..
last night his student sms ana, tanye pasal diorg nye proj, ana dpt la advice and give them a few ideas. ok la.. but this girl aa… taktahu la kan. but she said that she is so excited knowing both of us, me and myKiNg. from her point of view, she said that we are a really great couple. ahaakksss… what nonsence?!! as i told her last night, kitorg ni biasa2 je, normal mcm kapel lain gak. by mean pun, semua kapel ada kureng and ada lebih dia.. masing2, the way we handle our pasangan. life ada ups and downs, ada joys and tears. kenkadang susah nak explain dik, once u involved in this kind of life, you will know better. u will experienced all on your own. on that time, you will know how to think. kita manusia ni takperfect, tapi sebaik2 kejadian Tuhan sis, i experienced dah life2 mcm ni. tapi i never regret for whatever i did. at least i have something that i’ve learned yg mungkin takde kat org lain. life not only for you to enjoy, but for you to feel the pain, the joy. bukan utk diri sendiri je, tapi influence jugak your surroundings. as u said la dear sis, tgk kitaorg ni cam best je kan? yeahh we show what we got la… bukan nak show-off but that is fact. semua org nak better life. not even better, nak perfect life. we plan as good as we can. semuanye keje Dia.
it is not easy for me to achieve my lovelife and generally my life sampai this level. jatuh bangun, suka duka takpernah takrasa. as myKiNg said, you have to sacrifice something to get something. once you decided, dont ever2 regret. no turning back! semlm pun i did told u byk mende kan pasal life ni. one sweet day, you will meet someone. your eyes will not recognize him/her, but your heart will give you the sign. you are deeply in love. i am crazy about this guy, since i know him .. he is not my type .. but my heart tells the truth. he will be my lovely husband.
sis, kitorg bukan takpernak berdepan dgn masalah, selisih faham or salah faham, pendapat yg bercanggah, penah.. penah sgt lalui semua tu besides both of us lak very2 opposite. dia suka, i taksuka, i suka dia lak taksuka… leo vs virgo… mmg mcm tu. tapi tu la.. toleransi, sabar tu kena la.. try to understand each other, terima sebaik2nye. mmg ada scenarios yg kenkadang buat myself kecik hati, terasa… tapi i try not to make it as big as the globe. even susah nak terima situation tu, kena amik masa jugak la berpikir dan terima serta faham kenapa mende tu jadi macam tu. ana lak kalau ada masalah, ana jenis yg diam. i dont wanna talk until i can figure out why this thing happened… ana mmg suka diam bila ada selisih faham or whatsoever ni… dah cool sikit then bincang kenapa jadi mcm ni, kenapa ana terasa sgt… that’s me la.. susah sikit la nak handle ana sbb dalm bab ni i am such a sentimental instruments, so fragile. ahaaksss!!! but myKiNg knows what to do with me heheheee…
sis, i write more later ek. life is a wonderful thing that u never have to pay even a penny pun. so enjoy your life!!!
