June 27th, 2005. 5 days to go. huhhhh… yeaahhhhh… rasa excited sgt! and i can feel the heat, makin hari rasa makin sayang… hikhikhikksss… tu jek yg mampu dikatakan buat masa ni… jap lagi kalo org ada idea, org tambah lagi ek.
The best part of the morning | Is opening my eyes | Seeing you next to me | Makes me realize | That all in my heart | You’re the best part
The best part of the day | Is receiving your call | Taking me away | From the rest of it all | Hearing your voice | That’s the best part
The best part of sundown | Is the colourful sky | Dreaming of us, eye to eye | Thinking of you | That’s the best part
Although there may be bad times | That cause us some pain | If all the times were good | It wouldn’t be true | But i’d go through the bad times | Just to have one good times with you | When i think of my life | Everyday in my life | The best part of living has been you | When i dream in the night | Hold you close, hold you tight | The best part of loving comes true
The best part of my life | Is being with you | If you ever away | My life would be through | Cause right from the start | You’ve been the best part | THE BEST PART
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE BEST… ONE AND ONLY YOU!!!
I miss your face and smile when I can’t see you. I miss your voice when I can’t hear you. I miss your scent and your sweetness when I can’t be beside you. But what I really miss is when I can’t be with you.
aikkkkk arini dah June 23, 2005 laa… ada semilan hari lagi menuju ke hari bahagia… selamatttt pengantin baru, selamat berbahgiaaa… selamatttt ke anak cucu, selamat sejahhteraaaaa….
topik pagi di era… "merajuk", pagi ni, on the way nak g breakfast dgn myKiNg, org dgr la topik pagi kat era, segmen kegemaran org laaa… topik pagi ni bertajuk M E R A J U K. hahahahaa… kelakar pun ada bila dgr callers yg ceritakan experience diorg kat dlm radio ni. ada sorg lelaki tu called, dia kata awek dia kalao merajuk, sampai berminggu2… payah la pulak ek? ada sorg makcik tu lak ckp yg dia kalo merajuk, hubby dia akan hadiahkan dia mcm2, last time dia merajuk kat port dickson, hubby dia belikan dia video camera… (port dickson? ahemm aheemmm… merajuk? port dickson… hahahahaaaa…) pastu dia kata pasni kalo dia merajuk, dia nak mintak gelang yg besau pulak. makkk aaiiiii… leh tahan gak ek. cik na kalo merajuk canne ek? hehheeee… cik na? merajuk…? issshhhh… takpenah pun… bukan takpenah merajuk, takpenah pun tak merajuk. kuanggg kuaanggg kuaanngggg… kah kah kah kahhhhh… cik na kuat merajuk ke? idak le kuat sgt, tapi kenkadang tu… bila sentimental tu di tahap gajah, mmg le… tapi takde la susah sgt nak pujuk, kan yang? kan? kan yang kan?…
cik na merajuk? myKiNg kasik statement camni ek… "kalo abg buat salah, ana merajuk, abg pujuk… bila ana buat salah, ana jugak yg merajuk, abgggg jugak yg pujuk" ahahahaaa… canne tu ek? mmg camtu pun, abih camno… tu yg abg sayang ana sgt2 tu kan? kan? ana pun sayang abg jugak… heheheee.. seronok breakfast dgn abg tadi. ana nak buat keje dulu ek.. nanti org tulis lagi. till then, all the best for your final year utk you MSc tu. ana selalu dan sentiasa doakan terbaik utk abg. chowww
jam kat taskbar ni shows skrg ni tepat jam 0530pm. myKiNg dah on the balik umah dia. kepala dia sakit, kena migrain. org risau pulak dia drive time2 camni, jalan semua jem. i pray u’ll always safe no matter where you are. sedih jugak :(( tak dapat jumpa dia arini. takpe, dia pun taksihat, bukan nye dia gi buat mende lain, bukannye dia gi jumpa org/ aweks lain… heheheheee… ingat dpt jumpa dia arini, lagipun nak amik baju kat dia. since takdapat jumpa dia arini, esok lak khamis, mmg off… jumaat la jumpa lak agaknye ek… Riiinnduuuu la saya… heh heh heh heh… sedih la pulak… isshhhh cik na nihhhh…. dia sakit la… bukannye g shopping… mana tau dia takgi tempat lain?!! hahaha… acah jek, tapi rasanye sapa yg baca blog ni mesti tertanye2, apa la cik na ni caya sgt kat dia ek. ramai org ckp jgn caye 100% kat lelaki. heheheee… tu lelaki lain, ni lelaki lain… mmg la caye kat dia, sbb dia dah ajar, dlm satu2 relationship, asas nye ialah trust! mmg dah terbukti pun. dah kat 3tahun org kenal dia… org tahu life dia canne, org dah faham diri dia, so mmg org caye kat dia. bukannye susah sgt nak pecaye kat someone yg kita sayang, jgn ada syakwasangka. ntah la.. tapi setakat hari ni, mmg pecaya kat dia, takde masalah pun dlm relationship tu, besides tu… sacrifices pun penting, tgk la arini… budget nak jumpa, takdapek lak… frust gak. tapi takpe la… org faham, so takde hal la tu. asalkan dia ok, dia dpt rest, then mende tu pun good for me. ok la nak balik dah ni… harap2 dia ok, bukan apa pun, risau dia migrain and drive dlm hours yg jln jem camni… mmuuuaahhhhssss!!!
yeeehaaaa… 10days to go… huhhh… 10 days = 240 hours = 14400 minutes = 864000 seconds … betul ke tak ntah… pakai kira jek tu… kalo salah tolong betul kan ek.
huhhh… 10 days to go, new life, new challenge, new status… mcm besar2 jek ek even an engagement tu, nampak tulis dlm blog ni cam nak kawen lak.. isshhhh mesti laa.. mana leh buat lekeh je mende2 cam ni, kena serious, kena beria… even belum masuk bab marriage, tapi it is very meaningful to me, my life. why? it’s very hard to made this decision in the first place, just think that, you will get married with someone you never be with, you have to share most of everything, accept him as what he is. heheheee.. ingat senang ke. and you cant ever2 regret with the decision made by yourself. ini bukan mende kecik2 nih…
i am going to get engaged with someone… yeeehaaaa… cam takcaye pun ada, takut pun ada… i heard a lot pasal challenging of getting married, and the very tough and hard time is during the engagement duration. org kata byk cabaran dan dugaan, yeahhh… nak kata taksetuju pun takleh jugak, sbb ni based on others experiences, but for me… life, real life kita mmg tak lari dr masalah, dugaan yg Tuhan turunkan utk menguji hambanya. takkira la masa mana pun, yg pasti dugaan akan dtg bila2 masa je. depends on the individu tu nak settle canne. and for me too, depends on how i settle all the probs, melalui semua ujian Tuhan.
sometimes i can feel that, my life nowadays have a little bit confusion. confuse cik na? confuse pasal apa lak ni?… ntah… just wanna leave the confusion life behind and i wanna create a greatest life ever with all peoples around me, everyone that i love! i think my life getting better when i have him. it is not better, it’s really great. taktahu dah nak ckp camana… but… nice knowing him, alhamdulillah for every single God create for me… for him. anugerah yg tak terhingga drNya.
heheheee… tgn yg kena iron tu dah nampak cam selekeh je. mana taknye, nampak macam lap lipstick kat tgn jek.. kaler dia sweet je yg kena iron tu, macam org nye m.a.c twig lipstick lak. 
alhamdulillah, takpedih sgt dah… tapi cam kelakar jek… kelakar kah kah kah…
keje? keje so far going so ok. boleh tahan keje byk gak skrg, tapi seronok sbb ada keje dr takde keje langsung. i really enjoy myself at work. waahhhh dah kul 0401pm… taksedar la pulak… dah leh balik laa jap lagi. yeeehaaaaa… anything else?
yeahhhkkkkk… weight gain? alahaiiii berat badan dah naik, timbang tu takde la.. tapi seluar dah boleh tahan ketatnye. kuanggg kuaannggggg kuuaanggggg… canne ni cik na? nak diet? diet takleh la… perut org takleh kosong, nanti org sakit kepala kena migrain, org kena makan gak… makan sikit? makan sikit canne? kena makan la jugak kan? exercise? alamak… takde masa la.. canne ek? boleh la kot… try la configure canne nanti. oke.. till then, blah dulu aaa… babai…
being in love is such a beautiful thing isn’t it?…
just take a look… maybe it can inspire you to become a better person to the one you love…
Love…
What does it actually means haaa?
Love is… Keep on believing in whom you love…
Love is… Care about what she’s doing…
Thinking that she might need you there…
Love is…
Be there… through the thick and thin together…
Be there… to be the shoulder to lean and cry on…
Love is… Stop blaming each other what bad things had happened…
But…
Try to figure out the reason why it happened and be understanding…
Learn to say… IT”S OK HONEY…
And that’s why TRUSTY and CONSIDERATION are needed…
Love is…
Patience… Allowing some spaces for themselves…
Letting her to be herself without any lies…
Love is…
Accept the way she is…
If she’s willing to accept the way you’re…
Accept your goods and bads…
Why you need to question her for mistakes she had done…
Love is NOT…
Being selfish… or begging for attentions
Love is…
Willing to sacrifice everything just to make her happy…
Just to make her smile every second… everyday…
And become someone who she feels comfortable to be with…
Love is…
When you’ve become the reason why she wants to live in this world longer…
When you’ve become the person whom she tends to sacrifice anything & everything….
Just to make you the happiest person on earth…
Love become more meaningful…
When someone you love decided to spend the rest of her life with you…
And sincerely promise that she won’t leave you until her last breath…
Love is all about inspiration, loyalty, honesty, and gratitude…
Be thankful to God…
For giving you the chances to become a part of this miracle…
quote of the day –> life is a long lesson in humanity ~james m. barrie~
quote of the day –> misfortune shows those who are not really friends ~aristotle~
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"When you REALLY want something, sometimes you have to swim a little deeper… You can’t give up just because things don’t come easy…You have to overcome the obstacles and face your fears…But in the end, it’s all worth while! Life is full of ups and downs, but if you believe in yourself you will always come through with flying colors. Value love, friendship and faith. Never underestimate yourself. If you follow and understand this advice, you can never go wrong!" 
argghhhhh… what a bad day?!!! issshhhhh… last night my right hand terkena iron. waarrgghhh pedih sioottttt… mengalir jugak la airmata pas terkena tu. masa tu after iron myKiNg nye baju, pastu alas iron tu dah cam senget menget jek, so org betul kan la.. dlm kepala otak ni dah terpikir dah, kalo org tak off kang, wajib org merasa kepanasan iron tu. tgh asik masyuk ketatkan alas tu atas board, tetiba…. bbuuuuzzzzzzzzz zzrrreeeeettttttttt zzrreeetttttttttttt… aarrrgghhhhhh… tidak!!!! meleleh la airmata anak mak ni.. :(( takde sape pun umah masa tu.. (mana nak ada sesape, org duduk berdua jek– org nye housemate keluar) waaarghhhh… sakitttt mak… pedih…. berdenyut2 lak tu… taktahu nak buat apa… tingat lak org kata letak ubat gigi, then org terus le masuk toilet amik ubat gigi.. org sapu le.. sedih nye… pastu mcm2 lak terpikir… ye ke taruk ubagt gigi.. asik berdenyut2 jek ni.. risau gak… org pun msg kay myKiNg, dia ckp letak minyak enjin kete or ubat gigi.. haaa gasak la.. org pun dah tersedu ni.. hehheeee… bukan la manja.. dah mmg camtu, nak wat canne? kejap tu myKiNg called, heheheee.. tgh sedu2 ni, kalo dia dgr suara camni kang, dia risau lak, takyah jawab la.. bukannye eksiden teruk pun, ngengade je lebih kenkadang tu.. ntah nape semlm sedih sgt ntah le.. sampai arini, tempat kena iron panas tu pedih lagi.. waaa… merah dah jadik nye..
11 days to go… i’m keep thinking this moment of truth day. this is the pre-history day in my life. menjadi milik someone i loved most, care most, sacrifice to… etc. i dont know what, but something bothering me… this engagement or what? i am not so sure. i am so very happy with this decision i’ve made. damn happy with my groom. but, there’s something inside me that i can’e explain… huhhhh… tough haaa? kehidupan yg bakal dilalui ni lebih penuh dgn cabaran, ujian dan godaan. hope i can lalui everything dgn keadaan yg tenang dan harapnye everything will be so smooth…
Love doesn’t make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.
Today I begin to understand what love must be, if it exists. When we are parted, we each feel the lack of the other half of ourselves. We are incomplete like a book in two volumes of which the first has been lost. That is what I imagine love to be: incompleteness in absence.
got to go.. will be back soon… cauuuuooooo!!!
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hai friends… hai honey… it’s 09.51am right now, June 20th 2005. what to say… on the way from kajang ke sri damansara tadi, org dgr eraDOTfm, org mmg suka dgr eraDOTfm pagi2, suka dgr kiran dgn khairil kendalikan segmen topik pagi di era. pagi ni topik nye bertajuk "cinta pertama" atau dlm english nye "first love". ramai pendengar yg called.. seronok dgr kisah cinta pertama diorg, ada yg sedih, ada yg bahagia dgn keluarga, ada yg menyayat hati bila cinta dibawa bersama bersemadi… mcm2 hal kan.. bagi korg, cinta pertama korang canne? ada sesetengah org susah nak jelaskan canne cinta pertama diorg, setengah2 lagi sgt bangga dgn cinta pertama walau ada hati yg terluka. but for me, cinta pertama hanya wujud, hanya dpt dirasai bilamana kita sayang sgt kat someone tu, syg sgt sampai takleh nak berpisah (sometimes org kata cam over la pulak sampai takleh nak pisah– tapi agak2 la kan, bukan ke toilet pun tak leh), and yg penting kita punyai rasa hormat/ respect kat pasangan kita dan pastinye kita percaya pada dia dan hubungan cinta yg terbina. selain tu, tersulam impian utk hidup bersama disaat susah dan senang, suka dan duka dikongsi bersama, membina keluarga yg gembira dan bahagia… takkira someone tu pasangan kita yg keberapa pun, tapi cinta hanya dapat dirasai bila kita betul2 rasa yg kita sangat perlukan dia dalam kehidupan kita sehari-harian. and pada org, org rasa cinta pertama tu bila org tgk je kat dia, org rasa tenang, happy dan gembira. bila dia bersama, org rasa selamat je bila dia ada :D… bukan nak memuji diri atau org nye cinta ni… pada org, masing2 ada perasaan dan pengalaman cinta masing2.. indah tu mmg indah sgt2, tapi utk mengekalkan keindahan tu bukan senang… byk cabang2 cabaran yg perlu dihadapi bersama.
then, dr sri damansara ke ampang pun org still dgr segmen yg sama, segmen tu abih dlm pukul 0830am +-. ada yg siap bagi madah2 dan puisi cinta… kan ke indah alam ni kalo semua org tahu enhargai cinta. adakah mustahil dlm dunia dan kehidupan ni, takde hati yg terluka. adil ke bagi seseorg yg tak berdosa, tiba2 diragut cinta hati nye? kejadian Tuhan takperlu ada sebab, manusia tu sendiri yg mencorakkan hidup masing2. selagi anda hidup, hargai lah setiap yg dianugerahkan.. hargailah cinta hati anda… jgn sampai bila si dia dah pergi, baru realise kehadiran nye sgt2 anda perlukan…
i got an email from my kakak angkat. she congrates us for our upcoming engagement day. dia siap pesan lagi, bertunang ni byk sgt cabarannye… org rasa takut pun ada… aikkk cik na takut? pelik la pulak bunyik nye… what to say… getaran tu… cabaran tu… menduga setiap inci kehidupan kita.
bbuuzzzzsssssssssssssssss
tadi tetiba je letrik takde… idea nak tulis pun ilang… hampehhh. nanti la org sambung balik ek. cau cin channnnnn….
