… a SiMPLe mE …

I am tagged by AzurA.

Ahaaakss!!! So notti la u. the title is so “saspen”. How can I write this and publish it to the world wide. This is so aheemmmm story. Ehiksss!!! Before the tag was accepted, I ask a permission from myKinG to write the story, ye la… mana la tau kot2 tetiba dia terbaca my blog, then dia kecik ati ke apa ke sbb ana refresh balik kisah ni. Actually myKinG knows about it a to z. sebelum ana teruskan dgn cite ana, I just nak bgtahu that I am not a type that suka bercinta masa sekolah, dgn classmate or schoolmate. I felt this because sejak form 1 main cinta dgn budak sekolah, asik takkekal je sbb orang lain potong line. So, sampai form 3, mcm dah fedup je, so I decided no more love at school. Tapi tup tup, tetiba ‘cinta dtg lagi…’ so lets read my entry titled MY 1st LOVE.

I know my 1st love ni when I was in secondary school. Form 4 masa tuh. Kenal mamat ni sbb suka tgk kete dia. Actually dia stay kat2 umah ana, kira satu kawasan perumahan tu la. Dekat jugak, cuma blok je lain2. Mamat ni pakai kete wira sedan, kaler biru-purple metallic and of course dah modified jadi sporty. Ntah nape before this I am not interested kat kete2 ni… tapi ntah la.. suka tgk kete mamat ni. Haaa.. in the same time jugak, my angah pun dah pakai kete. Dah tu my angah ni kalau nak wat apa2 kat kete dia, dia mesti tanye ana. So, masa tu seronok la kan riki2 kete2 modified ni. One day, mamat tu lalu la depan umah. Kebetulan angah tgh basuh kete and ana kat dlm umah. Pastu dgr dia macam terjerit2 berborak. Apa lagi, ana pun intai ah. Sekali pandang, nampak kete mamat tu. hehehehe.. tapi ye la.. sbb dah suka tgk kete dia, ana pun kuar la kan.. pastu dari dlm kete, mamat tu senyum kat ana. Ana dgn notti nye senyum ah balik kat dia. (senyum je ni yang ye, takde jeling2 cam AzurA tuh). Tapi setakat tu je la. Lepas dia blah, ana dgn excited nye borak with my angah pasal dia. Hehehehe… abih. Then lagi, dulu ptg2 suka jugak lepak2 kat umah Chicky (shikin). So, bila duduk kat pagar umah kin tu kekadang mamat ni lalu. Hehehee… lebar le senyum. Tapi diulangi, senyum je la.

Dipendekkan cerita, kitorg 1st eye to eye met masa ana kat kedai FR Shoppe belakang umah ana. Masa tu pas maghrib. Masa tu ana tak ingat la ana nak beli apa, tapi masa tu ana kat cashier nak bayar barang2 ana and sambil2 tu ana borak2 la dgn kakak2 cashier tu sbb mmg kenal rapat pun dgn diorg. Tgh bergelak ketawa tu, tetiba ada satu kete, berenti betul2 depan pintu kedai tu. Dlm hati ana, macam kenal je kete ni. Tapi gasak ah. Pastu ada mamat masuk kedai. Beli air 100+ sebotol besar. Then ana pun pergi ke tepi kaunter tu sbb dia nak bayar, pastu dia tegur ana. I still remember his 1st word masa tegur ana tu. Ntah la kenapa ana ingat, tapi mmg ana ingat la.. maybe sbb dia 1st love kot. Dia tegur ana “hai, cantek rambut… rindu laaa saya” (mcm dlm iklan dulu2 tu). Tapi ana dian je, takrespon. Sbb mcm malas je nak layan. Ana still borak dgn kakak cashier yg sorg lagi tu. Pastu mamat ni ckp ana sombong. Ana still diam je. Ntah la… malas je nak layan kan. Then dia pun blah. Huuuhhhh selamat. Tiba2.. ponnn ponnnn… ada bunyi hon dr luar kedai. Kakak cashier tu mintak ana tlg tgkkan, dgn selamba nye ana gi jenguk. Pastu dr dlm kete, mamat tu panggil ana. Ana pun pegi je laa.. Cuma dlm ati tu merungut jugak la.. apa la mamat ni nak lagi. Dia kata dia nak resit. Adehhhh ntah apa2 la dia ni, beli air sebotol pun nak resit. Tapi what to do, customer is always right. So ana pun masuk balik dlm kedai, mintak akak tu resit utk mamat tu. Pastu ana suruh je kakak tu yg antar kat mamat tu, alahai… tetiba ada customer lain ak dtg, nak taknak, ana jugak kena antar resit kat mamat tu. Ok la.. gi la kat kete dia, bagi resit tu kat dia. Then dia suh tunggu jap. Dia amik pen, then dia write something kat resit tu. Dia pas balik kat ana. Oyoyo… number phone dia. Mobile and home number. Alaaa… nak buat apa ni kan. Sambil dia bagi resit tu balik kat ana, dia pesan suh ana call dia. And directly, ana ckp kat dia, saya taksuka la call org lelaki ni… pastu dia mintak no phone ana. Ana ckp takleh, nanti mak dgn ayah bising. Dia kata, kalau macam tu ana kena jugak call, kalau tak dia nak dtg umah jumpa ana, mak dgn ayah. Then, ana pun bagi janji kosong asalkan dia blah je dari situ. So, ana kata ok je la…

Selang a few days, ana takpenah call dia. Number phone tu ana letak je kat atas meja. Takpenah risau kalo number tu ilang or misplace. Pastu terjumpa dia lagi kat kedai. Dia tanye apsal takcall dia, ana ulang balik apa yg ana ckp mlm tu yang ana taksuka call org lelaki. Dia kata ana kena jugak call dia. And again I say ok. A few days passes by, ana still takcall dia. Then dia lalu depan umah, kebetulan ana ada kat luar. Dia berenti kete dia. Aduhhh mak, apa la mamat ni nak. Tetiba dia jerit tanye kat ana “kenape awak tak call saye, berhari2 saye tunggu…” ana pun dah takde reason, lagilak dia kat depan umah. Just ckp kat dia nanti ana call. Then dia pun blah. A few minutes pastu ana call dia… ntah nape dia mcm seronok je, tapi ana ah takseronok, buat mende sbb mcm terpaksa. Takde byk borak pun. So tu je la call dia. Tapi sbb after that kami byk terserempak, so at last, kitorg jadi rapat. And baru ana tau dia nye profession. Football player. Masa tu dia main dgn trg. And in the same time dia captain Malaysia. Wow!!! Tapi ntah, ana mcm taksuka je. Ntah la nape taksuka, tapi mcm takleh masuk je dgn org2 mcm ni. Tapi kitorg still kawan la… sampai abih form 5, tunggu spm result. Alhamdulillah, spm result amat lah memberangsangkan walaupun luar dari jangkaan. Taksangka lak dpt gred satu sbb trial pun dpt gred 2 nak tergelincir 3. Rezeki kot. Dapat further kat kl. And in the same time ana dpt tau ada budak pompuan kat kawasan perumahan tu pun suka dia. Minah tu selalu ah pi antar kad untuk dia, pi antar kuih. And me? I do nothing for him. Ok laaa.. I will go far pun, what do I care. Lantak ko la kan. Lagipun not my style nak gaduh2 dgn pompuan lain sbb seorg lelaki. We know there’s a relationship between us walaupun takde formal declaration. Sampai satu masa, ana duduk kl, mmg saje jauh dr dia. Dah tu, masa tu sibuk sgt org bercerita pasal football player kawin artis. Rasa diri ni kecik sgt. So, ana pun menjauhkan diri. 2 tahun berlalu… Masa bulan puasa, ana gi pasar ramadhan kat gong kapas (org trg tau la nih). Masa nak pegi tu, lalu ikut lorong umah dia. Bukan apa pun, shortcut je. Pastu Nampak kete dia. Ana pun ntah nape, cepat je tgn untuk call dia. Ana pun call, bila dia jwb phone ana mcm terdiam serba salah sbb takut dia dah kawen ke, ada awek kat sebelah dia ke.. then ana pun hang off phone. Pastu dia call balik. Oh… ana ckp helo je.. then dia terus sebut nama ana. Alamak… macam nak gugur jantung. Ahaaksss!!! Dia ingat ana lagi setelah 2tahun berlalu.

Bermula detik tu, kitorg lalui satu pengalaman baru dlm relationship. We are so close, dia pun mmg rajin bertandang ke rumah terutamanya time raya… kul 10pagi je, mmg dia la yg terpacak dulu kat pagar umah ana setiap tahun raya. Tapi kitorg nye relationship jarak jauh. Setahun tu dlm sekali 2 je jumpa. Lain2 just sms or call. Tu pun bukan every day.mcm on and off je. Kecuali masa bulan puasa la, he will rang me for sahur sbb masa tu duk hostel, housemate semua tak sahur, actually ana pun taksahur jugak, tapi dia dah call, bgn je la awal utk solat subuh and preparation untuk gi kelas. Relationship still going on. Tapi ntah la ana ni kenape, mcm takleh terima dia as my future husband. Ntah nape rasa taksesuai. Sbb dulu2 masa sekolah, penah la buat prinsip2 bodoh such as ana takkan kawen dgn org trg and so on laa… tapi bila pk2 balik… ana rasa in the 1st place ana tgk dia pun, ana takrasa dia leh jadi my real soulmate. Ntah laa… my heart just tell me like that. Tapi dia mmg my 1st love, rasa mmg mcm admire dia, suka dia… tapi mmg takleh nak buat soulmate. But in the same time I try to accept him just the he is. Hubungan kami baik, takde cacat cela, takde masalah. Family kedua2 pihak pun dah kenal. Tapi tu la, maybe bukan jodoh kami. Ada sekali tu kami pi ‘dating’ kat uptown damansara, bukan makan2 pun, just jln2 kat kaki lima sambil sembang. Ntah nape tergerak hati ana nak kuar kan satu statement utk dia. Actually, bukan statement la, tapi promise. Tetiba nak deal dgn dia satu mende bodoh… “kalau dia jumpa awek lain, and nak kawen, dia boleh buat camtu. So am i.” dia taksetuju, but then I forced him to accept. Dia mmg taksetuju, tapi ana ikut kepala ana je… konon2nye dia setuju la kan. Disebabkan dah buat deal mcm tu, baru terasa diri ni free semacam je.

Then, I know myKinG, kenal nye kenal nye kenal… we are engaged to each other. I told this mamat that I met someone else and I am really dying inside in love. Dia takcaye, takleh terima and so on la.. masa tu rasa mcm bersalah sgt, tapi bila pk2 balik… I am so sure yg dia mesti ada ramai aweks and fans laa… and I don’t know why he still chase me even I am engaged. Masa ana dah jadi tunangan org, he still call me and ask me to meet him. Once I agreed, so ana pegi la jumpa dia kat klcc utk selesaikan segala kekusutan yg melanda. I show him my engagement ring. Dia takcaye. What can I do then? Terpulang la… tapi apa la punye malang hari tu, ana parked kete kat parking sblh wisma central, kete kena pecah lak. My lovely ibm laptop kena amik. Balik la dgn keadaan sedih… sape lagi yg susah pastu? myKinG jugakkkk… hahahahhaaaaa… I get married. I did send him an invitation but he won’t appear. Its ok then… FYI, after me and myKinG get married on January 2006,this mamat also get married on August 2006. Masuk paper lagi u… dia pun invite kitorg pi wedding dia, but we cant make it. Masa tu dah taklarat nak jln2 sbb hanafi dah membesar bagai johan dlm my perut. Hehehehee… …and now I’ve change my number then he never called. Tu je la… kebetulan, ni bulan August jugak… here, I would like to wish him happy 1st anniversary. Moga bahagia sokmo. Tu la cerita pasal my 1st love. Nak cite pasal true love ke tak ni? Hehehehhee… myKinG is my true love forever and ever.

nak suh ana tag org lain lak ke? buleh jek… nanti ek.. nanti kita kasi tag 4 org ek? sekian… thanks.

i cant say anything… but i am tagged by azura with her tag title …. "write about your 1st love" my 1st love? hehehehe… wait wait la ek… i will be right back.. taraaaaa!!!!

yeahhh!!! it’s been long long time a didnt jot on this blog. what actually happened to me? well after gave a birth to kamarul hanafi a.k.a hanafi, i am a jobless. ahaakss!!! penganggur terhormat 1st class honor. why? while hanafi still in the womb, my company got a bigg big probs in this big big business field, because of that, we cant stand anymore. what to do, just go out and find another job la. yet, still now i have no luck la, maybe its is not because of luck, rezeki belum ada la kot even i try hard to find some job to earn my own money. well, i was a ‘karier’ woman and now i am a fulltime housewife but not as desperate as the desperates housewife ;p

what to tell hah? being a housewife… quite tired. kejar hanafi ke sana ke mari. sometimes hanafi buat perangai, mmg takleh nak tahan pun, but then what to do.. kena sabar jugak la kan. tapi best, ianya seumpama pengalaman yg amat menyeronokkan yet memenatkan. ahahahaa… me? i gain my weight la. makan, tido, tv, makan, baring sebelah hanafi and tv. what else? paling2 tak pun masak. kemas rumah dah mmg rutin. umah tak berapa nak bersepah sbb hanafi lum pandai sepah2 kan barang.

i got not enough time to write more. but then, to all out there, still keep in touch. apa2 hal, just get me thru my mobile. and, kalau ada masa lagi, kita jumpa lagi kat blog ni ek.

here, we [hanafi, me and myKiNg) wanna leave a messages to whom it may concern;

1. to: sape2 yg nak kawin > happy newly weds. may your days will fulfill with infinite (betul ke eje infiniti camni? gasak laa) joy, cepat2 dapat baby, murah rezeki and diberkati Tuhan. jgn lupa antar kad jemputan, tak pun sms je.
2. to: sape2 yg pregnant and give birth > grats for the newborn prince/ princess. take a good care of yourself masa pantang ni. to the hubbies, jaga wife to baik2 ek. it is not so easy being pregnant, woman need a lots of support from the love ones. and the babies, be good. jgn notti2. your mommy dah bertarung nyawa to have u in this world. be good tau!
3. to: sape2 yg nak celebrate birthday > happy **th birthday! may all your dreams come true. sesape yg lum kawin tu, cepat2 tamatkan zaman bujang tu. sesape yg dah kawin, make sure you make your life better than yesterday. pray for good. have a happy nice day! (kalo wat birthday party, jgn lupa jemput kami)
4. to: sesape yg nak bertunang > happy engagement. org kata time bertunang ni byk cabaran, but mende tu depends kat kita. moga cepat2 ke jinjang pelamin. (jgn lupa ajak kami)

ok… rasanye dah cukup kot. kay la.. all the best to all. nanti jumpa lagi ek. daa…

"sayalah permata anak kesayangan.. kebanggaan ayah dan ibu… saya dibesarkan dengan kasih sayang… hanya yang terbaik untukku… menjadi harapan di masa hadapan… sayalah anak yang cemerlang…" -hanafi-

assalamualaikum semua.. still in the raya mood ke? me? my raya? errmm alhamdulillah, dpt jugak visited relatives both sides of our family. walaupun dlm keadaan yg agak sarat… but then, today i dont wanna tell about my raya, wanna write about my experienced giving a birth to kamarul jr. ahaaksss!!!

first of all, what can i tell ya? semua yg dah mengalami experience in delivery a baby, mesti dah rasa apa ana rasa. i cant tell a lot, but it is the real moment in my life that i cant buy anywhere… it was the moment of truth.

raya ke dua, tgh malam, i was admitted in damansara damai medical centre sbb muntah yg teramat sgt.. bukan apa.. mmg nak kena gi klinik sbb takut effected kat baby, apa2 hal nanti kitaorg yg risau. so, esok nye ana dah discharged. alhamdulillah. raya ke ke empat ana still pegi beraya… cewahhh.. konon2nye kuta la tuh.. balik tu dah ada signs yg maybe this baby ready to deliver. malam tu me and myKiNg pegi balik ddmc, doc suruh admit, tapi we decided taknak admit sbb masa malam tu baru bukak 2cm… rasanye mcm sempat lagi kalau dari umah nak ke ddmc tu bila masa nye dah tiba.. but then, doc suh dtg pagi2 keesokan harinye.. hehehe.. ye la, doc nak check apa yg patut la kan…

raya ke lima bersamaan 28hb 10 2006, pagi kul 930, me and myKiNg dah tercegat kat ddmc tu utk checkup… doc check.. ermm dah bukak lagi 1cm.. but then sbb ana dah bleeding, doc adviced me to induce. yeahhh.. dgr cite, org kata bila induce ni sakit, tapi taktahu la kan.. sbb kita macam paksa baby kuar, bukan kuar normal. tapi sbb nasihat2 doc and consequences yg bakal berlaku, we decided ikut nasihat doc. dlm kul 11, ana dah di induce kan..

kul 1215tghari, ana dibawak ke labour room… wahhh i cant believe that this moment has come. what should i do? what should i say when this little baby was born?  i dont know yet feel not ready to have this little baby in my arms. i was surrounds with a lot of question marks in my head. yeahhh… what should i tell ya?

i will summarize my experience ah, takde masa lak.. ada keje lain lak nih… dah bukak 7cm, i cant stay… sakit teramat sgt. then doc ask me with myKiNg ada kat sblh.. "hana, awak nak cepat ke?" without asking myKiNg, i answer the doc "yes!!" doc replied "kalau nak cepat, kena ceaser la.." i said "i dont care, asalkan budak ni kuar cepat.." huhhhh?!!! myKiNg looked so shocked but then i cant stay in the condition lagi dah.. nurses pun siap2kan operation room…

doc ckp, tunggu pakar bius sampai… within not longer than 15minutes.. ana rasa si kecik ni dah nak terkeluar sgt dah. myKiNg lak kat luar o.t, ye la.. husband takleh masuk awal2 kat o.t, kena tunggu pas operate baru leh masuk. ana ckp kat doc, "saya nak teran jugak la doc, taktahan la.. rasa pelik jek ni" doc ckp "up to u la.. nak teran, teran la.." so.. my 1st push dah nampak kepala baby.. hehehe.. dgr lak doc ckp… "pandai awak hana" then dgr lagi doc ckp "panggil suami dia, dia dah boleh bersalin normal ni…" tak sedar bila myKiNg dah kat sebelah… 2nd push kuar lagi sikit body si kecik ni… 3rd time… the whole body dah kat bumi nyata… doc terus letak dia atas ana… segala kata tak ter ungkap, cuma bersyukur kat Allah sbb semuanye selamat dan berterima kasih jugak padanye sbb mempermudahkan kelahiran kamarul hanafi ni.. thanks to doc laily and nurses kat ddmc. ada lagi cite selanjutnye.. kta sambung nanti ah ek…

thanks sayang for all your support..

aii alll… semua dah masuk mood raye heh?!! me? errmm.. do know why, but today i dont feel any mood of aidilfitri, long holiday and so on yg berkaitan.. just feel like wanna be at home, rest with my hand hold the tv remote control. teruk ke hah?!!

my mum dah start stay kat my house. ye la.. nak jaga anak pompuan dia ni yg nak bersalin tak lama lagi. feel so sad for her, me and myKiNg risau sgt kalo2 dia boring duduk kat umah kitorg tu, ye la.. umah tu bukan ada apa pun, tak meriah mana. but then, dia kata dia ok. yg penting yg tahu anak dia ada depan mata dia.. dia tahu anak menantu dia sakit ke sihat ke. ermm ntah la… kesian jugak, almaklum la, time raya2 camni, dia takdpt nak ada kat umah dia sendiri memandang kan she wanna wait for me till i give birth. ana dah ckp kat dia, kalo dia nak balik trg beraya dulu pun takpe, dtg balik kemudian. but then, dia taknak… dia ckp susah camana pun, apa pun dia nak tunggu ana jugak. dia tahu camana nak bersalin, so dia tanak kalo2 kang dia nyesal lak dia takde dgn ana saat2 camtu. thanks mum, love you so much!

maybe mak akan beraya kat umah along. raya tahun ni bit complicated sikit memandangkan my family semua mcm takde rasa nak beraya, they just cant wait to welcome our little baby to this world. my famiuly akan berkumpul kat umah along pagi raya tu. my dad, my brother and my sis and my charming danish mirzan akan bertolak dr trg on this monday, terus ke umah along. selasa insyaAllah raye, then on wednesday, they have to go back to trg memandangkan, my brother takde cuti raya. petronas takbagi cuti lama2 lak. ye la, staff lain pun nak beraya, so kena gilir2 la.. sama mcm raya tahun2 lepas jugak. maybe tahun ni my mum will be extravaganza syahdu la sbb family dpt berkumpul sekejap je. i feel the same, diorg dtg jauh2 even takcukup masa just utk beraya with us kat sini. thanks to all. my angah ckp kat mak "takpe la mak, tahun ni korban la kan raye kita, yg penting adik tu… lain2 takpenting dah. bukan senang nak jaga org tunggu ari ni.. then lepas ngandung pun adik perlukan lebih perhatian. so, tahun ni kita korbankan raye kita, tahun depan kita sambut la raya besar2an dgn 3org cucu mak" errmmm sedih lak. alhamdulillah, ana di anugerahkan family yg sgt2 memahami and care about me. and my lovely husband yg sgt2 care about me since my first month of pregnancy. and thanks to wonderful friends yg keep advise me about my raya celebration tahun ni. "cik na, ko jgn raya sakan sgt, ingat yg dlm perut tu. korban sikit hari raya tahun ni, kang kalau apa2 yg tak diingin terjadik, ko nyesal taksudah", "na, ko kena byk rehat, takyah balik kampung, duduk je umah diam2, dlm keadaan sekrg, kita takleh jangka apa nak jadik".. mcm2 advices lagi yg my friends bagi regarding my condition during this coming aidilfitri.. ntah la.. kdg2 serba salah jugak. kalau ikut hati, mmg nak duduk umah je, tapi tu la.. kita ada keluarga. nak jugak pi visit diorg. "ya Allah ya Tuhanku, berikan lah aku kekuatan utk menempuhi hari2 yg bakal ku lalui ini agar aku tidak menyusahkan atau membuat mana2 pihak berkecil hati dgn keadaan ku ini. amiinnnn". hehehehe.. siap doa lagi tuh. ye la.. plan balik trg raye ni, but then dah sarat camni, elok raya kat sini je. lagipun mmg ana deliver baby kat sini jugak. so, tunggu je la ari yg bersejarah ni tiba nanti.

semlm myKiNg ada belikan kek coklat. errmmm sedap banget. skrg pun terbayang2 je kek coklat tuh. mak pun suka jugak. mmg two thumbs up la… apsal cite pasal kek coklat lak ek? isshhh cik na.. cik na.. nak cite apa lagi ek?

even me myself asik menghitung hari jek. ye la.. sampai tahap ni, mcm taksabar je nak suh si kecik ni kuar. hehehehee.. ye la, maybe kalao dia kuar awal, makin meriah la my aidilfitri. tapi takpe la.. semuanya kat tgn Tuhan, what can i do is just say a prayer agar semuanye selamat and biarlak dia kuar bila dia rasa dia nak kuar kan… else? nothing much to say la… tu jek. nanti2 cite lagi la ek. to all.. take care anddd…….

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[ S e L a M a T   H a R i   R a Y a  a i D i L F i T R i ]

[ d E N G a N   i N G a T a N   T u L u S   i K H L a S ]

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p/s: kawan2 yg nak balik beraya kat kampung halaman
tu, hati2 la di jalanraya… semoga semua nye selamat
tiba di destinasi masing2… and selamat balik bekerja
semula…

1. Who was your first prom date? . . . prom date? prom nite? is it same? errmmm first date ada la.. but then, better not to answer this Q la.. bit confius.
2. Who was your first roommate? . . . my sis la kot… kitorg share bilik masa kecik2 dulu… tapi bila first time duduk hostel, my first roommates ialah.. amoiyy, kak ina, lina, nazrah & nida.
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? . . . never drunk.
4. What was your first job? . . . mini market’s cashier while waiting for my SPM result.
5. What was your first car? . . . dont have my own car yet, but it maybe REXTON II, RX270Xxdi.
6. When did you go to your first funeral? . . . not remember laa.
7. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown? . . . 5++ years old.
8. Who was your first grade teacher? . . . sape? ermmm tak ingat la…
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? . . . brunei darussalam.
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? . . . alone.
11. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them? . . . 1st best friend haa? aiyakkk.. masa primary school la ni ek.. ermmm… nor, sarina and azura… still contact.. lost kejap jek.
12. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parents house? . . . hostel. considered ke? errmm… bandar baru bangi pas abih degree, sbb ngajar kat ukm.
13. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? . . . my mom.
14. Who’s wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid? . . . never! dont like standing in the crowd besides i cant stand still… ahakss!!!
15. What is the first thing you do in the morning? . . .  nowadays? Staring myKiNg sleeping beside me.
16. What was the first concert you ever went to? . . . never been to any concert pun.. taksuka crowded.
17. First tattoo or piercing? . . . piercing… errmmm.. not remember when, tapi sebelum umo 6 years old.
18. First celebrity crush? . . . shahrukh.
19. Age of first kiss? . . . errrmmm… first kiss? kiss dgn sape? mak ayah adik bradik ke?
20. First love? . . . form 4.
21. Are you still in love with your first love? . . . nope! i am one year married and he’s newly wed…

what a so called boring day… nothing to do… nothing to eat.. ahaakss!! how come me wanna eat something, it is fasting month la. and me myself in this going nine months of pregnancy wish that, i will no skip or ponteng my puasa. harap sgt dapat puasa penuh this wonderful year. harap2 anak ibu kat dlm tu takkisah yek.. baby ibu pun leh blajar puasa dr kecik2 ni.. hehehehe.. (boleh ke camtu?). what to write all about? nothing interesting, but then so far for the first time i had this fasting month as a wife, rasa mcm mencabar jugak la, plus me myself in this condition. huhhh!!! wajib makan nasik time berbuka and also time sahur. this is for the baby. for mommy, as usual, mommy takkisah sgt pasal sahur2 ni.. but then, a nyawa dlm nyawa mommy, so mommy kena lots of careful la kan.. for the time being, everything going to be so great. bukak puasa with myKiNg.. i enjoyed it a lots. even, in the same time miss my trg so very much, but then i can wait until i give a birth to this little baby, and after that what else? kita balikkkk kampung… yeehaaaa… mencabar jugak puasa as a wife ni, hehehehe… kena prepare foods for bukak puasa time, kena prepare foods for sahur time. even myKiNg not always eat masa sahur, but then i have to prepare something jugak ek.. kalau2 emergency case. kdg2 sampai dah taktahu nak masak apa. ye la… before this, as a lone ranger, senang je nak sahur or bukak puasa ni.. pk perut sendiri je, takyah masak2.. tapau je senang.. masak kang dgn penatnye lagi plus kalau tak abih, membazir nye lagi plus mcam mahal je raw material utk masak2 ni… and selama ni pun, kalau kat umah family, takyah nak semak2 pk nak masak apa.. nak makan apa.. semuanye nampak mudah jek.. tapi, as a wife, i can feel the heat. hehehe… dah 5 hari puasa. alhamdulillah, i feel ok and ok laaa…

actually.. do know why, i miss trg so very much. maybe i miss puasa kat sana ke, or i miss to bukak puasa with my family ke.. but i really miss to be there. i know my condition not allow me to be there right now, just wait for the time to come, so then.. trg, here i come.

kaaaaa me haaaaaa me haaaaaaa… ahaakss!!! whoever watch the animax series @ astro will notice this word. hehehehee… now, me and myKiNg addicted to a dragon ball the series. every weekday, 630 pm @ animax channel/ channel 75 astro. hehehehe.. actually, we do miss the series lately sbb kitorg ptg2 pi jln2 kat pasar ramadhan, tapi ada delayed nye show on 9pm if i am not mistaken, right dear? else, before dragoin ball, we used to watch yu yu hakusho the series. damn good anime cartoons on the screen. for sesape yg minat siri2 anime plus fighter’s series, i do believe that u guys will not ketinggalan to be infront of the tv tube everyday, dontcha?

is it early to talk about raya cookies or yg sewaktu dgn nye? for me, it is not that early because i am so afraid that on this hari raye, i cant taste any raye cookies. ye la, cookies semuanye musti ada telur, so, it maybe something that i must avoid to eat after me myself deliver my baby. camana ek? 1st raya as a wife, takleh nak buat cookies raya pulak.. cam tak syok jek. ye la.. dah sarat2 camni, kdg2 jln pun takbetul, ada hati nak buat cookies raye ek. meleleh je la air liur tgk org makan cookies raya plus mcm takdpt nak makan my favourite nasik briyani gam that 1st time i tasted on last year raye kat umah my friend azura. abg ipar dia masak nasik briyani gam mmg kaw abihhh… sedap !!! adehhhh.. poor me! this year takleh nak attend her open house, aikkk ade ke open house minah ni, org lum ajak, pepandai je ckp takleh dtg ek. dah terstory psal cookies raya ni, i just wanna list a few cookies yg menjadik my top choices and favourite during hari raye.. 1st, of course london almond cookies, resepi sendiri plus cara baked pun tersendiri. takde apa2 rahsia. even nak buat mcm susah sgt, tapi tetap buat sendiri sbb kalau beli cam takpuas hati. and my lovely regular customer yg wajib request this cookie from me is my lovely bro… my angah. dia mmg taknak almond london yg beli, dia nak me myself yg buat. hahahahaa… kalau buat takpenah sikit, musti buat 2adunan.. just imagine.. huhhh so tired maa… cuma rasanye tahun ni, takdapek la nak buek ye… tgk la, pas abih pantang, kita buat la yek. then, 2nd nye, my sis nye choc chip cookies. tapi nama lain nye yg kitorg adik bradik panggil ialah "biskut org pemalas" sbb my sis beli je tepung cookies ni, then add butter plus chocolate chip and walnut or whatever nut yg kita nak.. kacau2 then just baked dlm oven. senang ek? since dia pun tak berapa rajin sgt, so she like to baked cookie ni. 3rd one, my mom nye biskut arab, buat nye sgt2 simple and rasanye sgt2 sedap… my mom love to make this cookie sbb cucu sulong kesayangan dia, budak bijan tu mmg suka makan biskut ni. last year nye raye, sbb budak ni dah terlebih makan, terpaksa sorok kan sikit.. sbb maksu dia dah naik geram. pas dia.. dia lagi yg makan.. pas dia.. dia lagi yg makan.. tensen tul la.. ermm lain2 cookies, i not remember at all. tapi my angah suka belikan kacang cerdik berkilo2.. hehehe.. mmg syok makan kacang tu pun.. else? nanti kita story, tak ingat dah. and raye tahun ni, rasanye mmg takde cookies raya yg homemade kot, sbb my mom will come here to take care of me sampai bersalin ni.

okey… cite pasal brg2 baby lak.. alhamdulillah.. brg2 baby dah completed.. dr toiletries, napkins, shirts sampai la ke baby walker and stroller, semua dah ada. hehehe… just a few things yg takpenting tapi musti ada je lum beli lagi.. not so sure, but myKiNg promise that we going somewhere this saturday, so boleh le mommy belikan lagi brg2 utk my baby.. hehehehee…

else? bukak puasa time? so far no invitation on my side, cuma ada jugak dgr2 ex-aimians nak buat bukak puasa, tapi cam lum konfem. but from myKiNg side, dah ada a few. but i think that, not all the invitation we will attend.. tgk la camana…

so, to all… selamat berbuka puasa, selamat bersahur. jgn membazir, selamat berterawih… salam ramadhan…

seem everyone knows the final result of the malaysian cup on last saturday. yeaahhh perlis won 2-1 against neg 9. do not talk much about the game, maybe someone will thinking about something.. ahahhh ahaakss!!! just wanna review a lil bit about my last saturday night. saturday night getting so bored when myKiNg just lay on bed because of his migrain. i am felt so blue, nothing to do, nothing to watch. actually, we always spent time together every night and day, but then, i dont know why, even though this is not his 1st time of migrain and i am all alone sitting infront of the thing called television, but i felt so bored. nothing interesting on the show. tv1-apa cite ntah, tv2-live final malaysian cup perlis vs neg 9, tv3-documentary+cerekarama, astro ria, disney channel, prima, animax.. arrgghhh so bored. so, i just sit and holding the remote control and really enjoyed editting the tv channel. after this channel to this channel, then goes to the other channel and so on.. ahaakss.. quite much concentrated on the malaysia’s cup match. but then not so memberangsangkan. ahaakss!!! nothing to comment, just wanna send my grats to all family of perlis team. u deserved to win. and for neg 9, no luck. better try your best next season.

steamboat… last night we went to restoran nelayan to celebrate myKiNg belated birthday bash. ahaakss!!! dah terlewat sgt dari tarikh birthday. but then, it is okay right dear, memandangkan i am not energetic as usual, so everything must be planned smoothly. yeahh steamboat buffet for two. we really enjoyed having dinner there. ramai jugak org malam tadi… why steamboat at nelayan? errmmm plus my craving jugak la kot.. ahaaks!!!!

ramadhan dtg lagi… (macam tora dtg lagi la pulak…) alhamdulillah, for the time being, GOD gave me another apportunity utk celebrate ramadhan lagi.. insyaAllah, harap2 puasa tahun ni penuh. gathering? reunion? bukak puasa? ermmm aktiviti2 yg sewaktu dgn nye tu belum dipikirkan lagi, if i got any invitation, then kena tgk my condition.. kalau approve, i will attend the invition.. if not.. then i am so sorry.

so guys, selamat menyambut kedatangan ramadhan… nantikan kemunculan baby syawal tak lama lagi ek. else.. take care!

hello all… lama dah tak tulis apa2 kat blog ni. as usual, i am not that busy, but a little bit lazy. ahaakkks!!! anything new? ermmm nothing that is so so special. just wanna write something to fill in my blue time. just wanna write a few things happened for a past few days ago. to begin with, started with my birthday bash. first of all, thanks to all who wished me a very happy and wonderful day of august 13, 2006. i am 27 now. cant believe it. and soon, i will have my own child.. on my arms. ahaakss!!! cam main2 jek. cant remember all the friends that wish me, but then i’ll mention jugak la a few names dgn ucapan, thanks a lot guys! to chella, myu long lost friend, hope u still remember me, ahaksss, miss your egg tart so much laa. suella, thanks ek. and my dearest friend, azura. all the names yg wish me thru this friendster thingy. else, a few friends yg wish thru sms, tak ingat la.. cam byk jugak dpt wish mlm tu. and last but not least, my dearest wonderful hubby and notti daddy to be, thanks dear.. thanks a lot for everything. me and myKiNg celebrated my birthday this year with the theme called ‘cuti-cuti malaysia’. ahaakss!!! we went to malacca, just to celebrate my birthday.. ermmm not at all, takde la sampai semata2 nak celebrate my birthday, dah tua2 ni, takyah nak beria sgt nak celebrate. hehehehe.. (tau pulak dah tua ek?). actually, in the same time masa tu, i am so craving to have ‘ikan bakar’ kat malacca. dont know why, tapi nak makan yg kat mmelaka jugak. so, tgh2 bulan tu jugak, in the same time my birthday jatuh on sunday, so on saturday kitorg pegi sana. the guests that we invited only one family jek.. saje2 ajak diorg sbb saje2 la.. myKiNg nye bro merangkap cousin dia la, with his family [wife and little princess-dina]. lagipun my birthdate dgn dina nye birtdate cuma beza sehari je, so, blanje la sekali mommy dgn daddy dina makan ikan bakar, errmm patutnye blanje dina ek, nanti ah dina besar sikit, baru blanje dina, mommy dgn daddy duduk umah je la time tu. dina nye 1st birthday tu siap sambut kat melaka lagi. hehehehee.. semuanye because of me la tuh. mlm sabtu tu kami went to have our ikan bakar. it is not only the ‘ikan bakar’ itself, tapi ada jugak a few additional menu.. and as usual, the compulsory menu is the ’sotong goreng tepung’ myKiNg nye favourite la tuh. mmg sedap banget makan kat sini. thanks to the ‘tourist guide’ cum myKiNg nye cousin tu la sbb bawak kat tempat tu. kitorg pi makan ikan bakar kat umbai, nama kedai dia parameswara. harga pun so reasonable la… alhamdulillah, satu hal setel. me and myKiNg sempat jugak la round bandar melaka, tapi we didnt visited any interesting places sbb ana nak berjalan pun cam larat taklarat je, tambah lak cuaca so panas, matahari terik je. so, on sunday, kitorg balik kl. it is so fun to spent time with myKiNg out of kl.
Else? my mum just went back to trg last friday. my anyah and my sis dtg amik mak dgn budak bijan. sempat jugak kitorg abihkan masa sama2 with the whole family except my lovely daddy sbb ayah takleh dtg, ayah keje. on the independent day tu, we spent time ikut along pegi nilai, dia bwk kitorg tgk opis dia. (as usual gak ni - along mmg suka bwk kitorg tgk opis dia), then my along bwk kitorg pegi tgk rumah yg bakal dia nak beli taklama lagi. but then, he didnt decided yet, sbb still searching the good house, reasonable, comfortable and affordable. balik dari nilai, we all jalan2 cari makan lak. maybe masa tu public holiday, so byk kedai yg takbukak. then, kitorg terus ke jln klang lama, gi umah my aunt. it is so tired, but then it is ok for me. mak pun bukan nye dtg kl selalu, and bukan selalu dpt bawak mak jln2, so i have to sacrifice a little bit la for my mum. kalau ikut sakit and penat tu, mmg le. tapi mak duduk kat trg, so time2 camni la nak spent masa dgn anak2 dia.
yesterday was myKiNg nye birthday (ahaaakss!!! ter publish lak kat friendster ni). actually, dia takbagi bgtau org, low-profile sikit myKiNg ni, but then.. takpe la ek yang, halalan tauyibaaann je la yek. i got nothing special for him pun, it just a simple wishes and a piece of cake from secret recipe. tapi cam sedap je cake semlm ek, cam rugi je beli one slice. but, we have a great time together and hoping that, our life getting more brighter and wonderful forever. aminnn…
Else? errmmm… my baby? alhamdulillah, sihat. last 2weeks dia takbyk gerak, mmg i am so worried. masa appointment with the doc, ana kena injection. mak aiii takutnye, the next day doc bagi mc sbb nak kena injection lagi.. alhamdulillah, so far baby dah ok. gerak cam biasa. sometimes cam taksabar je, but then, sometimes rasa cam takut jek..

ok, i think it is enough for the summarization. penat dah…

errmmm, before terlupa… baby walker for our baby dah ada dah… my mum present kan.. hehehehee…